you are free... Am I free?... I am free... But am I really?... Am I truly free to choose..... Yes I am ... You are free robin. You are free . You are free! she repeats this mantra in her head as she slowly comes back to reality... She tries to move out of reflex, but her body does not obey her demands why... Am I crying...? I?.. I can cry?... Why is he holding me... Why am I making these sounds... Why won't it stop...
"It.. it won't stop ..I want it to stop.. why won't the tears stop.."
She just barely manages to choke out a sentence through her tears, her eyes are red. Her mask is gone. For the first time.
Federico is looking at the truest form of robin, a broken woman who has layered herself behind masks and walls. Only to have him pierce through them all without even trying...
Slowly but surely the tears start to stall. But the damage is already done this powerful and somewhat intimidating woman has just allowed herself to falter in front of him fuck .... Fuck fuck fuck fuck... I can't kill him.. not like this.. but if he ever says anything about this to anyone... I suppose.. maybe I could swear him to secrecy? I could bind him with the order... That.. that might work... she slowly begins to detangle herself and pull away from him, her wings still covering her lower face as she speaks, her voice is... Scratchier more raw with emotion.
"I'm.. I am very sorry you had to see that ... You.. you cannot mention any of this to anyone ok? If I need to I will bind your tongue with the order.. I suggest you do not make me do that.."
As she speaks the last parts he can sense a growing feedback in his halo as she begins channeling the order ready to force him to obey whether he agreed or not... But he didn't need to know that all he needs to do is agree... the eyes on her wings glow brightly as two larger wings emerge from her back as she rises to her feet. Still wincing in pain but pushing on through it regardless. Her wings are striking to say the least, one has brilliant white and purple feathers with gold trimmings, while the other seems to be much more mechanical and features porcelain white steel with gold accents, they match her other limbs perfectly, perhaps they too where a blessing.
"Just... Please promise me you will not speak of what you just saw.."
Yeah it's robins trauma simulator:)
"It.. it won't stop ..I want it to stop.. why won't the tears stop.."
She just barely manages to choke out a sentence through her tears, her eyes are red. Her mask is gone. For the first time.
Federico is looking at the truest form of robin, a broken woman who has layered herself behind masks and walls. Only to have him pierce through them all without even trying...
Slowly but surely the tears start to stall. But the damage is already done this powerful and somewhat intimidating woman has just allowed herself to falter in front of him fuck .... Fuck fuck fuck fuck... I can't kill him.. not like this.. but if he ever says anything about this to anyone... I suppose.. maybe I could swear him to secrecy? I could bind him with the order... That.. that might work... she slowly begins to detangle herself and pull away from him, her wings still covering her lower face as she speaks, her voice is... Scratchier more raw with emotion.
"I'm.. I am very sorry you had to see that ... You.. you cannot mention any of this to anyone ok? If I need to I will bind your tongue with the order.. I suggest you do not make me do that.."
As she speaks the last parts he can sense a growing feedback in his halo as she begins channeling the order ready to force him to obey whether he agreed or not... But he didn't need to know that all he needs to do is agree... the eyes on her wings glow brightly as two larger wings emerge from her back as she rises to her feet. Still wincing in pain but pushing on through it regardless. Her wings are striking to say the least, one has brilliant white and purple feathers with gold trimmings, while the other seems to be much more mechanical and features porcelain white steel with gold accents, they match her other limbs perfectly, perhaps they too where a blessing.
"Just... Please promise me you will not speak of what you just saw.."