"He's not punishing you for that, he's just hurting you because he's an asshole! Also, you went to goat piss hell and your soul is in Bob, you have done plenty of suffering about it! Your dad hurting you doesn't make anything better for the kids Caspian hurt, it just hurts you, and that doesn't make you any better at helping the next person who needs either and-- baobei you can't hate yourself into saving the world?" He hugs Casper closer and kisses his hair. "I love you and even if you did bad things I don't think that means you're a bad person who deserves only bad things forever, or else I am too, because I have--I have hurt a lot of people, baobei. A lot of people have died because of me."