order_dove: (0)
order_dove ([personal profile] order_dove) wrote in [community profile] pluviosa 2025-02-17 11:32 pm (UTC)

HI3 trauma activate

Catch it she does, the second she is out of immediate line of sight a small smirk spreads across her face. Oh she'll sing alright one of her favorites actually

"Very well then get comfortable as I do not do this easily or very willingly, the last time I sung for anyone other than my family was over a decade ago.."

She looks pensive for a moment before continuing it's just one song.. not even all of it more than likely..but what song.. she feels like the brain fog just descended on to specifically that part of her memory for a moment... She can only remember one song.. the song mom wrote for us... The one she never finished... No no no no .... But I've already committed... Fuck.. robin you can do this...

"This.. is not something I do regularly so... I hope you enjoy this.. it is.. a song special too me so I ... I hope it may ease your mind."

She does a small vocal warmup, her voice is angelic through and through easily holding par with her brother even in her... Altered circumstances. She takes a deep breath and instructs him to close his eyes and rest. This song always used to take Sunday out in Just the first few lines.. should be no different here..

"The way I go through with
Red roses burn my eyes.."


She remembers very little of her mother... She misses her regardless, she was so sweet and kind.. so warm... Robin misses that warmth

"Cold rain starts pouring hard
I'm being called apon"


fucking fuck fuck why am I doing this.. why am I doing any of this... I need him to trust me... Need to show him I'm being vulnerable... Why does he have to trust me though? Why do I need him... Calm down robin just calm down and keep singing.. we are fine just stay the course. What is a moment of vulnerability to an eternity of salvation? she reaches the part of the song she was dreading singing the most..

"Never let you go
It's why I did it all"


Robin doesn't realize that tears are forming in the corners of her eyes.

"For a chance at least
To live in your way"


Every damn day she remembers that line she can't help but feel her mother would be proud... Her beautiful brave girl who sacrificed her own freedom so that everyone may live there own way..

"Love of you
Is my most cherished thing"


She thinks of Sunday and all the ways she could show how much she loves him, she thinks of her parents and how much she misses them, she thinks of her father.

"So stay alive bravely..."

The last line her mother ever wrote always breaks her a little on the inside, she used to try and figure out how to write the rest of the song, to finish her mother's masterpiece, but she never could.

Post a comment in response:

This account has disabled anonymous posting.
If you don't have an account you can create one now.
HTML doesn't work in the subject.
More info about formatting